some people I want to kick in the nuts to get away from me….especially when I asked for space…
others I wish would just make me feel like I freaking mattered…or at least hold a conversation with me instead of making me feel like my very existence makes their damn skin crawl….
and lastly I want one person back in my life because this whole one day a week thing is just not cutting it…I want my relationship back
It’s like once a month you think you’re a college freshman who gets so wasted and then violently wrecks everything.
I’m not even there yet and I’m having panic attacks…
not to mention I relapsed the other day so this whole thing is so hard on me….
OH and yea it’s officially been a year today, since my grandfather was buried…
That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation!
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to).
Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499
Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you.