Stitched Thoughts and Memories
holy shit I’m done
Evil Dead Premiere Makeup
Model: My legs!!!
Products used: Bruise kit, Wolfe Monster Hydrocolors; guaze
Makeup Done by: Me! StitchedupKrissy
I was told, all my life,
“you’re fat!” Or, “how can you date her? she’s so ugly”, or, “you’re hideous!”, “you’re ugly!”, “you just need to lose some weight.”, “don’t wear that, your stomach sticks out”, “don’t eat that, you don’t need it”, “oh god, you’re eating again??”
And now, I can walk my whole campus back and forth, or walk anywhere for that matter, and not get a single look….I’m invisible….and that hurts more than anything….
Surrounded by darkness, light begins to emerge
And people wonder why I fucking hate this world. No child should ever want to say something like that, or ever want to do something like that.
I can’t breathe…
I’m so upset and scared and worried…
In order to truly end rape, each of us must make a commitment to participate in the dismantling of our rape culture. My friend is trying to make a statement for her class and is getting graded based on how many people respond to it. C’mon tumblr, check out the page, give feedback, submit stories, photos, anything. Please!
This hits close to home. I really hope each of my followers can find this and pass it along to their blogs. I don’t care what “type of blog” you have. This person deserves a life time of high fives for standing out about this. She is making a statement about something that certainly needs to be addressed in our society! <3
Forever reblogging this.
Two members of my birth family publicly harassed me and basically disowned me….
Oh and I screwed up….
Was clean for a month :’(
:’(
I am so fucking unappreciated and I am so fucking sick of it!!!
I had to give up my social life, and any fucking amount of romantic life to fucking take care of your fucking son!! Don’t get me wrong, I love him more than you ever fucking will. And I am so fucking happy that I am witnessing him grow up every god damn day and I hope to rub it in your stupid fucking whore of a face one day!!!
I can’t even fucking study for a god damn quiz because I have no fucking time to myself. ALL DAY TODAY from the time I woke up until the time your son fell asleep, I did anything and everything, for EVERYONE ELSE….I didn’t get to cook my dinner till 7pm, I didn’t get to fucking eat it till 9:30pm. Every fucking day, I give up even seeing my fucking two best friends, to leave everything and go pick up your son. I bring him home, I help mom. That’s all I do. I wake up, go to work, school, pick up your son, help mom, go to bed. And between all that, I can’t even keep my fucking grades up. Because the only time I have to myself to even fucking do any homework, is after 10pm. at night! And I have to go to bed at 11pm, to get any fucking amount of sleep I can before I have to fucking do it all again the next FUCKING DAY! 7 days a fucking week I bust my FUCKING ASS for everyone else.
AND I so want to be done. I can’t take it anymore. I can’t even see my own fucking fiancee. I see him an hour and a half a fucking week. On a lucky chance I’ll get to go on a date with him over the weekends.
Tonight is the first night in a long time that I have fully contemplated ending everything because I can not do it anymore. What I’d say in a note, how I’d do it, where I’d do it….
I fucking hate you so fucking much for ruining my life, and this fucking family. And I can’t even tell you that because then I’m the bad fucking person for ruining the peace. You are a fucking selfish piece of shit. You are a fucking whore. You can’t keep your legs closed. You are a drug addict. And a fucking cunt.
I have 4 little sisters, who I went 21years of my life not spending a single moment with. Or knowing they existed. And they treat me better than you have in the 22 fucking years I have known you. I look at people that say they love their sister. Well guess what. I FUCKING DON’T. I never once was able to have any form of relationship with you. You verbally and physically abused the shit out of me every chance you got, and you still do.
What’s pathetic…you wont even ever see this…any of it…
and I can’t say a word…I have to hold it all in…because no one wants to hear it. No one wants to disturb the peace.
So here I sit. Crying hysterically. Wondering why I still bother doing this anymore…
Thank you. Thank you SO MUCH.
it’s simple in design, and it’s inspired by a user on here.
I’m drawing it because butterflies are beautiful and symbolic in meaning to me. This butterfly is for anyone out there, who is going through a hard time.
It’s not going to be anything perfect, but it’s stopping me from doing things…
it’s simple in design, and it’s inspired by a user on here.
I’m drawing it because butterflies are beautiful and symbolic in meaning to me. This butterfly is for anyone out there, who is going through a hard time.
It’s not going to be anything perfect, but it’s stopping me from doing things tonight as I sketch it out. When I post it, I will write url’s of those who reblog this, (as many as I can fit onto the 9x12in paper).
Breath. Cry. Go through whatever it is you are going through. And please, remember there are those who care. I don’t know you, but I do.
For my second day of Drawing (college art course), I was isntructed to bring in one art piece that I had done.
Qualifications:
1- What do I like to draw
2- How do I draw / drawing style
3- Does it define who I am
I posted a couple of these up on my facebook, asking for help! I can’t decide which one to bring in!! So I’m turning here for opinions also! Ask box me which one you like best?? Please? I really can’t decide…
These pictures are the ones liked best off my facebook.
ask box me your choice?: http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/ask
I want this.
I wish my friends would realize that I want this. I LOVE MY FIANCEE. Yes, I’m hurt by what happened. Yes, he messed up. It’s called a mistake. People make mistakes. Yes he made me cry. I understand that my friends love me and just want to see me happy. But here’s what you don’t realize. I WAS HAPPY WITH HIM! And for the record, I can forgive him! I sure as hell wont forget it, but who am I to keep throwing it in his face? I’ve done things that were some pretty screwed up mistakes. I’m sure all of you have as well. Some of you have told me that I need to do what’s best for myself, not stay with what is comfortable. Do you ever stop to think that this is my decision? Or that maybe I am doing what is best for me? He has been the one person, for FOUR YEARS, pushing me to go to school. Pushing me to go to work. For fucks sake, the guy saw me barely breathing and almost dead on my bedroom floor on more than one occasion, and has saved my life! Not only that, but he has done EVERYTHING in his power to rearrange his life, to suit my mental problems! No amount of therapy, or medication, or doctors, or evaluations, have ever gotten me to stop cutting for any length of time. He has done everything possible to make me happy, and in his own way, make up for what he did (even though he didn’t tell me).
Life is to short. I don’t want to spend my year, in depression. I want to be happy. This whole life I live is too short to spend it in pain, or hurting. I’ve overcome something much much worse than this. Multiple things. I’ve only got this one life. I may have lost the “spark” going on between him and I, but there are SOO many ways a couple can rekindle that, and I don’t doubt it for a minute, that we’ll get it back.
Honest, I have been so afraid to piss my friends off, that I have allowed myself to stay away from him. Especially my best friends. I love them both to hell and back. I know they are worried for me and are looking out for me. If I get hurt again, so be it. I will have learned my lesson.
Yes he has his flaws. We all do. Yes there are things that him and I need to work out. But I know him and I can. I’m not one to give up on people. (minus a select few..)
I love him and I do want to be with him. If I lose them as my best friends…which is what I’ve been scared of…then I’m sorry if this causes that to happen.
This is my choice. Please respect me for that.
I love you my best friends the most and honest, I don’t know how to thank them for helping me through this. Just please, I hope they respect my decision.
(Source: detention, via keepmealiveplease)
THIS PICTURE IS GIVING ME SO MANY FEELS
YOU KNOW GUYS HE CAN’T BE FLIRTY AND STUFF ALL THE TIME HE IS IN HELL TOO
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2012 survey, Ask me!
| 1: | What did you do in 2012 that you’d never done before? |
| 2: | Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? |
| 3: | Did anyone close to you give birth? |
| 4: | Did anyone close to you die? |
| 5: | What countries did you visit? |
| 6: | What would you like to have in 2013 that you lacked in 2012 |
| 7: | What dates from 2012 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? |
| 8: | What was your biggest achievement of the year? |
| 9: | What was your biggest failure? |
| 10: | Did you suffer illness or injury? |
| 11: | What was the best thing you bought? |
| 12: | Whose behaviour merited celebration? |
| 13: | Whose behaviour made you appalled? |
| 14: | Where did most of your money go? |
| 15: | What did you get really, really, really excited about? |
| 16: | What song will always remind you of 2012? |
| 17: | Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer? |
| 18: | What do you wish you’d done more of? |
| 19: | What do you wish you’d done less of? |
| 20: | How did you spend Christmas? |
| 21: | Did you fall in love in 2012? |
| 22: | What was your favourite TV program? |
| 23: | Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? |
| 24: | What was the best book you read? |
| 25: | What was your greatest musical discovery? |
| 26: | What did you want and get? |
| 27: | What did you want and not get? |
| 28: | What was your favourite film of this year? |
| 29: | What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? |
| 30: | How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2012? |
| 31: | What kept you sane? |
| 32: | Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? |
| 33: | What political issue stirred you the most? |
| 34: | Who did you miss? |
| 35: | Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2012. |
| 36: | Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. |
