Keep Calm and Haunt On

I'm Krissy, 23, and I love horror, fun, halloween, and pretty much everything else.

“Don’t let them in. Don’t let them see. Be the good girl you always have to be. Conceal. Don’t feel. Put on a show. Make one wrong move and everyone will now.”

—   For the First Time in Forever; Frozen

“Love hurts, but sometimes it’s a good hurt and it feels like I’m alive. Love sings, when it transcends the bad things. Have a heart and try me, ‘cause without love I won’t survive.”

—   Love Hurts; Incubus

Tequila & a heater….
Good times x_x

such a mix of emotions….

some people I want to kick in the nuts to get away from me….especially when I asked for space…

others I wish would just make me feel like I freaking mattered…or at least hold a conversation with me instead of making me feel like my very existence makes their damn skin crawl….

and lastly I want one person back in my life because this whole one day a week thing is just not cutting it…I want my relationship back

How to make me smile when I can’t do much from a bad concussion;
Red Velvet Cupcake Hot Chocolate & an Evil Dead The Musical mug <3
How to make me smile when I can’t do much from a bad concussion;
Red Velvet Cupcake Hot Chocolate & an Evil Dead The Musical mug <3

guess who has a concussion???

This gal

:(

My uterus…

It’s like once a month you think you’re a college freshman who gets so wasted and then violently wrecks everything.

Chill out…

Today I walked my first, Out of the Darkness Community Walk in Poughkeepsie, NY. 
I plan on doing so much more with this foundation. It was a huge eye opener that I am not alone. I walked today because for about ten years now, I have suffered with severe depression, and other mental disorders. I have lost count how many times I’ve attempted suicide, and I’ve been a self-harmer for ten years. Being around so many people who were suffering the same things I am, whom have lost loved ones, or even those who were just there for support, really restored some of my hope. I learned today that I truly am not alone. 
I want anyone who is following me, or not, or who just scrolls by and sees this post, to know that I care. Every day there are so many of us who fight a civil war. And each day that we are still alive, is a victory in that war. I’m very proud of you for fighting. Believe me, we may not have the same things hurting us, but I do know the pain. My ask box is always open, and I will never turn someone away. I’m here for you.
I don’t care of this gets one note, or even zero notes. I needed to get it off my chest. 
My name is Krissy, I’m 23, and I’m a suicide survivor. I am not alone, and I know it’s ok to ask for help, even when I feel I can’t. Today I survived and won another battle in my civil war.

Today is the Suicide Awareness walk…

I’m not even there yet and I’m having panic attacks…

not to mention I relapsed the other day so this whole thing is so hard on me….
OH and yea it’s officially been a year today, since my grandfather was buried…

:’( 

stitchedupkrissy:

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 
happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for
stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help
That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499
Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

I’m 1/3 of the way to my goal!!! The walk is this Saturday!!! Please reblog! I need as much help as I can get! I’m still looking for walkers too! Registration is free, just go to my ask box, and I’ll reply with information on how to donate or join me!

stitchedupkrissy:

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 

happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for

stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help

That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

I’m 1/3 of the way to my goal!!! The walk is this Saturday!!! Please reblog! I need as much help as I can get! I’m still looking for walkers too! Registration is free, just go to my ask box, and I’ll reply with information on how to donate or join me!

(via stitchedupkrissy)

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 
happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for
stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help
That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 

happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for

stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help

That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

(via stitchedupkrissy)

HEY FOLLOWERS!!! I NEED YOUR HELP!!!

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60852002055/out-of-the-darkness-community-walk-american-foundation

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That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you.