Keep Calm and Haunt On

I'm Krissy, 23, and I love horror, fun, halloween, and pretty much everything else.

A most beautiful suicide – 23 year old Evelyn McHale leapt to her death from an observation deck (83rd floor) of the Empire State Building, May 1, 1947. She landed on a United Nations limousine
source: sobadsogood.com

A most beautiful suicide – 23 year old Evelyn McHale leapt to her death from an observation deck (83rd floor) of the Empire State Building, May 1, 1947. She landed on a United Nations limousine

source: sobadsogood.com

So…

The captain of my dart team was struck by a car and died on impact…
An old friend committed suicide…
And I have to return to a work place where I feel completely invisible and unneeded. 

Best week of my life…

one close friend was struck by a car, snapped her neck on impact, and died Thursday night…

just found out another friend shot himself this morning….

Today I walked my first, Out of the Darkness Community Walk in Poughkeepsie, NY. 
I plan on doing so much more with this foundation. It was a huge eye opener that I am not alone. I walked today because for about ten years now, I have suffered with severe depression, and other mental disorders. I have lost count how many times I’ve attempted suicide, and I’ve been a self-harmer for ten years. Being around so many people who were suffering the same things I am, whom have lost loved ones, or even those who were just there for support, really restored some of my hope. I learned today that I truly am not alone. 
I want anyone who is following me, or not, or who just scrolls by and sees this post, to know that I care. Every day there are so many of us who fight a civil war. And each day that we are still alive, is a victory in that war. I’m very proud of you for fighting. Believe me, we may not have the same things hurting us, but I do know the pain. My ask box is always open, and I will never turn someone away. I’m here for you.
I don’t care of this gets one note, or even zero notes. I needed to get it off my chest. 
My name is Krissy, I’m 23, and I’m a suicide survivor. I am not alone, and I know it’s ok to ask for help, even when I feel I can’t. Today I survived and won another battle in my civil war.

Today is the Suicide Awareness walk…

I’m not even there yet and I’m having panic attacks…

not to mention I relapsed the other day so this whole thing is so hard on me….
OH and yea it’s officially been a year today, since my grandfather was buried…

:’( 

stitchedupkrissy:

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 
happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for
stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help
That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499
Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

I’m 1/3 of the way to my goal!!! The walk is this Saturday!!! Please reblog! I need as much help as I can get! I’m still looking for walkers too! Registration is free, just go to my ask box, and I’ll reply with information on how to donate or join me!

stitchedupkrissy:

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 

happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for

stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help

That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

I’m 1/3 of the way to my goal!!! The walk is this Saturday!!! Please reblog! I need as much help as I can get! I’m still looking for walkers too! Registration is free, just go to my ask box, and I’ll reply with information on how to donate or join me!

(via stitchedupkrissy)

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 
happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for
stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help
That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

thisisge:

suicidemylove:

made it transparent for everyone 

happy days mates

folks, there’s a lot to live for

stay alive my friends

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60906299578/hey-followers-i-need-your-help

That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

(via stitchedupkrissy)

HEY FOLLOWERS!!! I NEED YOUR HELP!!!

http://stitchedupkrissy.tumblr.com/post/60852002055/out-of-the-darkness-community-walk-american-foundation

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That right there is a link to one of my posts regarding a walk for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. My personal goal of donations is 300$, to donate to the foundation! 
I will be walking with many others on September 21st, 2013. You don’t have to donate, you don’t even have to join my team (if you live in the hudson valley area of NY). All I’m asking, at least, is to reblog that original post (what the link goes to). 

Many people through out the world have been touched by the loss of someone through suicide, or even have attempted, or thought of it, themselves. Even something like acts of self-harm, people are affected by. A tiny insite to my personal story, can be found here: http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

Any help would be greatly appreciated. This is something that hits very close to home for me, and many people I know. I’m not only walking for myself, I’m walking for you. 

fantxsia:

world suicide prevention day is September 10th, spread the word!

I'm walking for the AFSP on September 21st, in the Out of the Darkness Community Walk, for the Prevention of Suicide. Link here;
http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

fantxsia:

world suicide prevention day is September 10th, spread the word!

I'm walking for the AFSP on September 21st, in the Out of the Darkness Community Walk, for the Prevention of Suicide. 
Link here;

http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=448499

(via w-o-l-v-e-ss-deactivated2014021)

Out of the Darkness Community Walk; American Foundation for Suicide Prevention

stitchedupkrissy:

Today is National Suicide Prevention Day. A day in which hits close to home, with my own past. To help, I am walking in the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention’s, Out of the Darkness Community Walk, in Poughkeepsie on Sept. 21st. I am looking for people to walk with me for this cause, and looking for donations as well! My heart goes out to anyone who has been affected by suicide, suicidal thoughts, or even suicidal intent. No one needs to be alone. Which is why I am walking. 

For more information, click the link above, or drop a note in my ask box!!!

Out of the Darkness Community Walk; American Foundation for Suicide Prevention

Today is National Suicide Prevention Day. A day in which hits close to home, with my own past. To help, I am walking in the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention’s, Out of the Darkness Community Walk, in Poughkeepsie on Sept. 21st. I am looking for people to walk with me for this cause, and looking for donations as well! My heart goes out to anyone who has been affected by suicide, suicidal thoughts, or even suicidal intent. No one needs to be alone. Which is why I am walking. 

For more information, click the link above, or drop a note in my ask box!!!

Nightmare FX; walking team in the, Out of the Darkness Walk for the AFSP!

stitchedupkrissy:

To those of you who know me personally, you know the struggles I’ve had in my past with depression, suicide, and self-harm. I have come a long way over the years. I have made a team after my business, Nightmare FX, and I am walking in the Out of the Darkness Walk, on September 21st, on the Walkway Over the Hudson, with many others, for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention!!! Any help would be so much appreciated to help me reach my goal!! I am also looking for people to join my team!

Nightmare FX; walking team in the, Out of the Darkness Walk for the AFSP!

To those of you who know me personally, you know the struggles I’ve had in my past with depression, suicide, and self-harm. I have come a long way over the years. I have made a team after my business, Nightmare FX, and I am walking in the Out of the Darkness Walk, on September 21st, on the Walkway Over the Hudson, with many others, for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention!!! Any help would be so much appreciated to help me reach my goal!! I am also looking for people to join my team!